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This is how it is

What have been going on since last time??

My meds are starting to work. I still have all those boxes popping open inside my head, but it is not as chaotic as it was last week. I’m still not good with big crowds and get slightly panicky if I get stuck with people I don`t know, but I’m handling it better.. My mum and I talk a lot about the things I’m sad and angry about and I have decided to call the psychologist next week to get an appointment, so it’s getting better.

Wednesday I went and had coffee at my friend Bente, she had a day off work and invited me. We had coffee and talked for six hours and had a really good time.

Friday mum had a doctors appointment and I went with her. She learned to take the insulin and I watched to get an idea of how it works. I also got my flu shot so now that is done too. After that we went for coffee and talked.
I bought a plush stuffed Eeyore, cause he looks exactly how I feel these days;)

What he looks like

Just a bit sad;)

Today mum have been here for coffee and Supernatural, so we have had a couple of joyful hours.
Tomorrow my dad comes and put my two new bookshelves together, so I’ll have to get everything out of the old ones, but they are horrible so I look forward to use the new ones.

My hair have been grown for 15½ week, YAY;)
This is what it looks like now, just more grey^^

My dad think I look like a hedgehog!!!

I like my hair, it is MINE!!!!

Last but not least; I´ve lost 2 pounds the past week, by getting on the "no-fat, no-sugar"-diet, with my mum;)


Nov. 18th, 2008 03:54 pm (UTC)
I'm glad the meds are starting to work and that you are going to meet with the psychologist. Sometimes it seems you will never see that light at the end of the tunnel, but it does happen. Gradually, you will feel better and stronger and then one day you will wake up and think..."Wow, things don't seem so shitty today." I hope that day gets to you fast. :)

Nov. 18th, 2008 08:38 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon,
I know things will get better just taking its time;)
Everbody thinks the psychologist is a good thing even my doc, so I´m gonna give her a try..


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