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This is how it is

What have been going on since last time??

My meds are starting to work. I still have all those boxes popping open inside my head, but it is not as chaotic as it was last week. I’m still not good with big crowds and get slightly panicky if I get stuck with people I don`t know, but I’m handling it better.. My mum and I talk a lot about the things I’m sad and angry about and I have decided to call the psychologist next week to get an appointment, so it’s getting better.

Wednesday I went and had coffee at my friend Bente, she had a day off work and invited me. We had coffee and talked for six hours and had a really good time.

Friday mum had a doctors appointment and I went with her. She learned to take the insulin and I watched to get an idea of how it works. I also got my flu shot so now that is done too. After that we went for coffee and talked.
I bought a plush stuffed Eeyore, cause he looks exactly how I feel these days;)

What he looks like

Just a bit sad;)

Today mum have been here for coffee and Supernatural, so we have had a couple of joyful hours.
Tomorrow my dad comes and put my two new bookshelves together, so I’ll have to get everything out of the old ones, but they are horrible so I look forward to use the new ones.

My hair have been grown for 15½ week, YAY;)
This is what it looks like now, just more grey^^

My dad think I look like a hedgehog!!!

I like my hair, it is MINE!!!!

Last but not least; I´ve lost 2 pounds the past week, by getting on the "no-fat, no-sugar"-diet, with my mum;)


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Nov. 16th, 2008 06:30 pm (UTC)
I'm so pleased your meds are starting to work, just try and take each day as it comes, and things will get better.

Wow your hair is coming in great, that is good:)

Your Mum will get used to taking the insulin and if you ever need to give it to her it's really simple to do, my Dad has been on insulin injections for years and I sometimes have to inject him.

I'm pleased your diet is working for you.

*big, big hugs*♥
Nov. 16th, 2008 08:12 pm (UTC)
Thank you honey,
Yeah things gets easier and I´m getting used to all the repressed memories, they still scare me but I can handle it better now.

My Mum only needs insulin once a day, but I just wanted to watch so I know how to do it.

I like my hair, makes me feel better you know;)

♥big hugs and kisses♥

PS. this doesn`t mean I wont be bugging you in mails you know;)
Nov. 16th, 2008 08:25 pm (UTC)
You can email me anytime, and you're not bugging me at all, I look forward to your emails:D

Getting your hair back will make you feel better.

That's good she only needs the insulin once a day.

*hugs & kisses back*♥
Nov. 16th, 2008 10:01 pm (UTC)
I love talking to you too♥
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Nov. 16th, 2008 08:16 pm (UTC)
Thanks my wonderful får,

Well everybody seemed to think an appointment would be a good idea, so I´ll call her next week and give it a try. If it doesn`t work, I don`t have to go back, right??

I like hedgehogs too always have!!

I like Piglet the most, but I feel like Eeyore right now, just a little sad no matter what, so I just had to buy him;)

Nov. 16th, 2008 08:40 pm (UTC)
I'm happy to know that you're feelong better, Kastanje Honey. And it is a good thing you decided to have an appointment next week. Especially now if you're feeling better^^
I'm happy that you spent good times! It is so important^^
I LOVE EEYORE!! I so looks like me XDXDXD
And you are adorable on those pictures!^^ Your hair really did grow a lot \^O^/
Nov. 16th, 2008 10:04 pm (UTC)
Thank you sweetie,
I decided on the appointment since all you thought it was a good idea;) and I don`t have to go back if she can`t help me, right??
I spend a lot of time with my parents, it means a lot to all of us.

Eeyore is sweet;) I like Piglet the most, but I feel a lot like Eeyore these days, always a little sad no matter what;)

You are way to sweet to me♥

Nov. 17th, 2008 09:06 pm (UTC)
Sure! You first have to meet her and talk a little to her to see if you're feeling right with really talking to her. If you feel that she can't help you then nobody would make you go there^^

Piglet is adorable and all pink!:p
Nov. 18th, 2008 03:54 pm (UTC)
I'm glad the meds are starting to work and that you are going to meet with the psychologist. Sometimes it seems you will never see that light at the end of the tunnel, but it does happen. Gradually, you will feel better and stronger and then one day you will wake up and think..."Wow, things don't seem so shitty today." I hope that day gets to you fast. :)

Nov. 18th, 2008 08:38 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon,
I know things will get better just taking its time;)
Everbody thinks the psychologist is a good thing even my doc, so I´m gonna give her a try..

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