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I am such an ungrateful bitch!!

So everything is going great, check-up went well and everything looked good. I felt so good.
Had my mum here Friday for coffee and Season 2 of SPN, and it was great. Spend Saturday shopping with my aunt, and we had a really good time.
Sunday I had Sarah all day and we visited my parents and watched movies and had a great time together.
Monday I went to visit a friend and we had a good time too.
Yesterday I had dinner at my parents and all was good. We made dinner plans for today…

And today!!!!!!!!
I just feel like crap!!!!!!!!!
I just feel like crying if I ever open my mouth to speak!!
I feel soooo bad about myself and everything and I don`t know how to explain it. I feel like crying all the time and I have to really concentrate not too.
I called my mum and cancelled dinner and she came by this afternoon to check up on me.
I just feel like maybe that depression is getting to me!! But I don`t have time for it right now!! Not when my parents are feeling so bad about everything!!

Sorry about the whining, but I have to.



( 15 comments — Leave a comment )
Sep. 17th, 2008 05:15 pm (UTC)
Sep. 17th, 2008 05:41 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon♥
Sep. 17th, 2008 05:50 pm (UTC)
*hugs you tight* I know exactly how you feel, but keep fighting it hon, it will get better:)

And hey, we all have days like that so don't beat yourself up over it.

*big hugs*♥
Sep. 17th, 2008 06:13 pm (UTC)
Thanks honey!
I know it will get better, but I just feel so depressed right now. And I feel that I should be all happy happy because the tests was fine;) And I feel bad that I am not...
♥big hugs I loves you♥
Sep. 17th, 2008 11:07 pm (UTC)
I wish I was there so I could come over and cheer you up!

Don't be so hard on yourself hon. We all have bad days, and you have been going through a really difficult time. You are strong, brave and have a heart of gold... so don't you worry about a thing, you will come out of this "funk" just fine!
Sep. 18th, 2008 09:54 am (UTC)
Thanks hon, you are doing a great job cheering me up this way;)
And I know I will be fine soon again, I just get sad and tired about everything now and again.

(and I haven`t forgotten your story^^)
Sep. 18th, 2008 06:00 pm (UTC)
Sep. 18th, 2008 09:40 am (UTC)
Aww. My poor Kastanje Honey.
But you know it is ok sometime to not feeling great.
Yeah! Sure everything is good now and sure you're happy about it and your parents know that.
But you had a lot to go through so sometimes it could happen to feel a little depressed. You'll feel better soon enough I know that^^
Sep. 18th, 2008 09:57 am (UTC)
Thanks so much sweetie,
I´m glad that you understand that I get sad even when I should be all happy.
I know I will get better soon, I have you.
Hope you got my mails yesterday, but if not I just want to thank you so much for the pictures, they are truly beautiful and I love them♥
♥hugs you back♥
Sep. 22nd, 2008 01:47 pm (UTC)
I'm just glad you're feeling better and that you like the pictures!
Sep. 18th, 2008 04:50 pm (UTC)
*hugs tight* &hearts

HOnes, I'm so sorry you aren'T feeling well. I guess the last couple of weeks/months took their toll on you.

Try to get some rest and time for yourself. Worry about you and not so much about your parents. I'm sure they understand.

*hugs some more*

Maybe my present will cheer you up a little when I mail it next week.

&hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts

Take care. *hugs*
Sep. 18th, 2008 05:23 pm (UTC)
♥thanks honey,
yeah I think the past month is catching up with me.
I´ve spend the past two days at home and just relaxing, watching dvd`s and writing postcards. I´m better now, I don`t want to cry all the time.
I´ll be eagerly awaiting your present, and you can look out for another postcard;)

♥♥♥Big hugs♥♥♥
Sep. 18th, 2008 05:59 pm (UTC)
Really? *squee*
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Sep. 19th, 2008 03:20 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much for your kind words honey, it means a lot to me.
I went out today, and I am feeling better;)
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Sep. 20th, 2008 02:16 pm (UTC)
Thank you sweetie♥
I´m better today, and thank you so much for your card, I love it♥
♥big hugs and kisses♥
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