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WITH THE LEVEL OF PAIN I REACHED MONDAY

- my entire nerve system damage from Chemo and radiation, had decided to get together and have a party in my left foot.
I don`t remember pain ever hurting than this - I know I repress pain from before, but right now the pain is so bad, that I actually starts to understand, why some people will selfharm, just to find a pain that they can control........

Today I felt a bit better and did a little housework. It was fine.
Then I stumpled over a washcloth on the floor, - hitting it with my left foot - and it hurt so much that I just wanted to scream...

Stumpling over a washcloth and make pain worse - only I can do that, right ??

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honeyjojames
Mar. 23rd, 2017 12:19 am (UTC)
Sending very very gentle hugs. I hope the pain improves soon, sweetie.
pippii
Mar. 23rd, 2017 11:11 am (UTC)
Thank you Honey ♥

I am better today, my foot is not as swollen and painful as yesterday.
Sarah will be here for early dinner, and that makes me feel better too ♥
HUGS
redcandle17
Mar. 23rd, 2017 12:33 am (UTC)
That sounds serious. Have you talked to a doctor about it?
pippii
Mar. 23rd, 2017 11:09 am (UTC)
I have an appointment but not until next month.
I get more health problems over time, from the Chemotherapy and Radiationtherapy I got baack then.

My foot is better today, not as painful or swollen, so I hope it will get back to normal. But it is on my list of things to tell the doctor when I get there.
a_phoenixdragon
Mar. 24th, 2017 02:44 am (UTC)
Gods, honey...I am so, so sorry!! Have you talked with your doctor??

Sounds like something I would do, too. Hang in there, honey. And be easy with yourself...

*Cuddles you*
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