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Soooo; I feel really down today; spend all my energy with a trip to town with my aunt yesterday, she is really nice but she sort of sucks all your energy from you..

So today I decided to have a quiet day at home,,, not doing anything , just relaxing and getting my strength up for tomorrow, when my dad and I are going to a meeting in our whisky club.
And it started good; no one bothering me, got the post - a few new movies - wrote some letters and did the laundry..

And then the MAIL arrived!! From my brother to my parents, I had to foreword it…..it was evil and dirty, and somehow it involved Sarah and me!!!! It said that I somehow promised Sarah she would see her grandparents last Friday, when we had our big day!!
I never mentioned my parents that day, so my brother just made that up!!

He wrote a lot to our parents accusing them of things they never did, and it was mean and hurtful..
I called him to get an explanation, but he told me to stay out of it….and I know I will, for Sarah…………..Then I called my parents to tell them what to expect….and they got sad and hurt….told me NOT to get involved!!! But how can I not??
They are my parents, I love them, I supported them through everything with my siblings…..and they love me and support me through everything with my illness….even though it almost kills them….My mum cries every time she have to go to work and I don`t know what to do to make them better anymore……….

I am sorry for my whining, but I just don’t know where to turn to right now…except to you girls……….I love you and I am so pleased that you’re out there…
I’ll try to relax and get some strength for the whisky club tomorrow………I really need a good time out;)


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Oct. 24th, 2007 06:36 pm (UTC)
Sorry your feeling down today. Don't let your brothers hurtful words get to you. Brothers can be a major pain in the ass. Under the circumstances he should be pleased your taking time out to spend with his daughter,(I know that is a pleasure for you), even though you are not feeling to good with your illness.

He could have at least called you and discussed any issues he had instead of writing to you, that way it wouldn't have been as hurtful.

Sends you lots of hugs, *smishes* you. Keep smiling,Kes.
Oct. 24th, 2007 07:41 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much,,,
My brother is a pain in the ass, but I have to be on ggod terms with him because of Sarah..
I am so glad that you´re listening to me;)
Oct. 24th, 2007 08:34 pm (UTC)
oh hun.
i'm sorry to hear that, i hope things work out for the better.
try not to worry about it too much because worrying actually sucks energy, believe it or not.
cuddle up with a good warm cup of tea or something and watch SPN.
that will totally make you feel better and tea helps relax muscles. =)

*hugs and kisses*
Oct. 25th, 2007 08:31 am (UTC)
Thanks honey;
I`ll do my best to look after myself.
You always cheer me up;)
Oct. 24th, 2007 09:36 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear that hon. You don't need negativity in your life like that right now. *hugs* Rest up and have fun tomorrow!
Oct. 25th, 2007 08:32 am (UTC)
Thanks hon;)
*hugs back*
I will...
Oct. 24th, 2007 09:45 pm (UTC)
Did all of the bitches and assholes of the world have a meeting or something? Damn...

(Pat, pat)
Oct. 25th, 2007 08:32 am (UTC)
Yeah I think so...
Thanks hon;)
Oct. 24th, 2007 10:01 pm (UTC)
My sister sucks my energy out of me. She's a ball of...energy sucking...thing. (^_^)

Mah...I'm sorry about your brother. I know that nothing I say will erase the pain that you must feel, especially when you're torn up inside while you watch your siblings and parents but know this, I'll always be here for you no matter what!

Take care okay? I hope that you and your dad have fun at that meeting tomorrow.
Oct. 25th, 2007 08:33 am (UTC)
Just knowing you are here makes me better...

I will;)
Oct. 28th, 2007 01:10 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry to heard that... -_- Because you really don't need it right now, especially right now. It's never right but well NOT now -_-
I just hope everything will be fine soon enough.
I know how much you love and care about your parents and this is just great. And I understand that they want you to stay out of this, but hey, there are your parents. But please don't worry to much you have to take care of yourself, okay? And you know that we are here when you need to talk.
I so hope your parents will feel better and that you won't think about it too much. Take care, Honey.
LUV YOU MAY KASTANJE HONEY and I'm sorry cause I wasn't around these days.
Oct. 28th, 2007 12:39 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie;)
It´s so sweet of you, and I am SO glad you`re here for me♥
I´ll take care of myself, cause I have to go to the hospital Tuesday and Wednesday and I have to be at my best;)
I have my parents and we try to take care of each-other, my mum send a reply to the letter from my brother, but I haven`t heard if he replyed to it.
♥I love you♥
Oct. 28th, 2007 06:04 pm (UTC)
I know you are very courageous, as your parents are.
Let us know how they are doing and how you are doing with your visits to the hospital!
Oct. 28th, 2007 07:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie♥
My parentes and i had a great time today, they had dinner here and everything was great;)
As soon as I have news from the hospital, you will know;)
♥I love you, and so do my mum and dad♥
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