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Some good.. and some disappointing news

So yesterday I went to the movies with Sarah and we had so much fun. The movie was great, and after we went to a Build-a-bear, and she made a ballerina unicorn, She named it Sysette..

Later I spend the night with my parents, and I went for my chemo today….
I was so nervous and scared, but I had had all my blood tests and I took my pills this morning..
…………..and when I met the doctor for the chemo, he told me that I could not start chemotherapy, until my wounds are all healed.!!!!!!!!!!! What a bummer!! So now I have to wait for a consultation on the 30.of October at the hospital, and then they will tell me further….

So I feel so f*****ed out right now, all my energy just left me……….So now I’ll check out my emails, eat A LOT of chocolate, and try to get my head to work right again..
*I love you, and I’ll see you all soon*


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Oct. 20th, 2007 06:46 pm (UTC)
Aw glad you had fun with Sarah yesterday.

I'm sorry that you couldn't do your chemo today but I guess it's best if you wait till your wounds heal...I never understand why...does it make it worse? The wounds I mean?

Well I'm here if you need me! (^_^)
Oct. 20th, 2007 07:18 pm (UTC)
Thanks honey....
Sarah and I had the BEST day....

When they give me chemo they sort of kill my immune system, and that means the cells that will heal the wounds to ....And when my immune system is weak, I easy get infections and deceases....and they can weaken my body so much that if the worst come to it I may not survive....
So I just have to wait for the wounds to heal...

And I am so glad to know you are here for me; I treasure that a lot^^

Oct. 20th, 2007 06:54 pm (UTC)
I'm happy to know that you spent a so pleasant day with Sarah! And I'm pretty sure Sysette is a cute unicorn^^

That really sucks! I mean... You really prepared you for that day because it was important for you and you need to be strong and now you have to still wait -______________-

My Kastanje Honey...
Eat as many chocolates as you want (but not to much) and rest until the end of the month...
I hope your wound will be fully healed...
Let us know.

Oct. 20th, 2007 07:22 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie;)
We had such a wonderful day, and Sysette is the cutest unicorn in the world!

I feel pretty down right now and I will be eating some chocolate; but not to much;); and I will do what ever I can to make the wounds heal faster...
I´ll keep you updated;)

♥I love you♥
Oct. 20th, 2007 08:11 pm (UTC)
Oh darling.
i'm so sorry to hear that.
i hope things work out for you when you go back for further news.
just letting you know that i love you.

you're always in my thoughts darling.
Oct. 20th, 2007 08:18 pm (UTC)
Thanks honey;)
So glad to know you`re out there; and your stories really keeps me going;)

♥I love you♥
Thanks you!!
Oct. 20th, 2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
Glad you had a great day with your family. And don't push yourself hon, when your body is ready for chemo you will know.... you want to be as healthy as you can be for it.
Oct. 20th, 2007 08:21 pm (UTC)
*Loves your icon;)*

Thanks hon;)
I know I have to take it slow and get healed before the chemo; it`s just I was so worked up about it starting today, so it really put me down...
But in a month or so maybe...I`ll let you know what`s going on - big and small ---

Oct. 20th, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
*hugs* just keep a positive outlook and know I am thinking about you!
Oct. 20th, 2007 08:27 pm (UTC)
I know and it makes everything so much easier;)
Thank you♥
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