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So here are a lot ofmy confessions.

I have had a lot of trouble with LJ and my pc this year..my pc is slowly dying on me, but I do my best to keep it alive.
With not enough power it has been a problem to get on the internet, but I do my best.

The past month I´ve been having a lot of problems….

First I´ve been in a lot of pain, more than usual, so I´ve been spending more time in bed than before and therefore not on LJ..but I’ll be around as much as I can.

I have had some problems with my bank too, as we have a financial crisis in Denmark too, as a lot of you also have….I wanted to loan some money, not a lot just to make things right on my accounts, and my Bank manager turned me down, She was being a real Bitch, so I wrote a complaint about her, getting an auto mail telling me that I would get an answer within three days – that is two weeks ago!!

Saturday the 19th was Mums 63 birthday. I was invited for dinner and we ate and had an amazing evening. I´ve bought her a book and she also got a gift card for a present that I have bought here on LJ, but it hasn’t arrived yet.
SIS called to tell Mum that Grandmother had been committed to the hospital and was really ill.
A cousin had called her and she called Mum. Mum arranged that she and I would go see her Monday, as all the cousins and families would be there over the weekend.

Sunday she and I went to see “The Hobbit” and I have to say, we both loved it….great great movie.

Monday we went and visited my Grandmother. It was a 1½hour drive, so I´ve made some sandwiches and bought water and soda for the trip.
We brought Grandma a small stuffed bear that made her smile.
Speaking to the nurse we discovered that he heart was really bad and her kidneys had stopped working.
She did recognize us, asking where the dogs were and how Mums check-up had gone, but she thought she was at her home, wanting us to take her to the living room.
We stayed for two hours, not talking much, just being there.
Grandma died Wednesday at 11.20 am.
The funeral is on Tuesday at 11, so we are getting up early to make it.

Wednesday evening Mum had invited Sarah, Thea, BRO, SIL and me over for birthday dinner and we had a great time.
Mum made roast pork with all the trimmings – including green potatoes for Sarah and me – and Thea had pommes frites with sausages ;)

Yesterday I spend mostly in bed as I had been unable to sleep during the night and had a lot of pain in my left arm and back.
Today I was up but not out, but I am much better…

To end on a funny note;
Sarah and I have decided to write a series of childrens books, about a meat-eating piglet named Gysse;)
Sarah throws ideas and make the illustrations and I write…the first one is almost done^^



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Jan. 25th, 2013 08:16 pm (UTC)
A lot happened to you indeed. I am so sorry for your loss and what happened these past couple of weeks. I hope things get better at some point. I love you and take care of yourself. *hugs and smooches* ♥
Jan. 26th, 2013 03:39 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetheart♥
Yes sometimes I think that every bad thing just fall on my head, with no pause in between..
But I am so happy to have you around and I do read your posts, even if I don´t always comment....my bad.
♥Kisses and hugs and thank you for being here♥

Your icon is so aawwwww♥ that´s from that hospital show that I can´t remember the name of, right?
Jan. 26th, 2013 06:58 pm (UTC)
Not a problem, sweetie. You do not have to be bad. I know that you still read my entries, even if you do not post comments all the time. I know that you care about me nonetheless and I am grateful for that. Thank you so much for being here for me too. You are such a nice friend to me. ♥

Yes, that is right about the icon. This one I am using now is from it too. The show was called ER. :)

Edited at 2013-01-26 06:59 pm (UTC)
Jan. 25th, 2013 10:24 pm (UTC)
Awww my sweetheart
*hugs you tight*
I am sooo soo sorry for your loss but I am happy that you saw your grandma one last time.
Darling I really hope that you feel better very soon. I am sooo worried about you and I suffer with you whenever you suffer!! *sends you lots of love*
And please send once again all my love to your mum.
Ohh and I really really hope we get to see Sarah and your book and maybe one day I can buy one with personalisation ;)

Take care honey
Jan. 26th, 2013 03:44 pm (UTC)
Awww My Angel♥
♥Love you so much♥

Yes I am glad we got to see her too. Turns out Mum and I was the last visitors she recogniced and talked to......

I am such a lucky girl to have you here with me, you are a really Pick-Me-Up here♥♥

Thanks, Mum says thank you for your kindness♥

Ohhhh I´ll talk to Sarah about dstribution and translation of teh Gysse books...I´ll make sure you get a copy in English no matter what;)
♥Love you Angel♥
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Jan. 26th, 2013 04:04 pm (UTC)
Thank you darling♥
If anyone know about loss it is you, and I am so pleased that you have time for me and Mum.
Grandma is Dads mom....to be honest she gave up on life when someone decided that she had to move from Aalborg after my dad died. She spend 15 years with My mom, Dad and me here....She never wanted to move...Mum and I visited before Christmas and she had given up on life at that time...but now she is at peace and I am glad for her.

Arrgghhh..my pain gets worse over time...as I suffer from Chemo and Radiation damage, it shows all over my body...but I am lucky it is just one or two things that gets worse at the time;)
I am so sorry that you are in pain too, but it does make it easier when you have someone here that knows how it is...it is difficult to talk about to people that has never suffered constant pain...

Aww me too.. she truly is a fighter...the main thing that made her recover was that she had to help me!!!
I am sure I would die without her...but I will have her for years to go, so I just need to look after her♥

Thank you darling♥
Jan. 26th, 2013 12:27 am (UTC)
*hugs* Sorry for you loss.Thinking of you and your family. Hope that you're pain free soon!
Jan. 26th, 2013 04:06 pm (UTC)
♥hugs back♥
THank you honey for being here..
I do feel a bit better now, I am just so tired right now..
Jan. 26th, 2013 01:10 am (UTC)

I am so sorry to hear of your loss :-( Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Hope that you're feeling better soon.

((more hugs))
Jan. 26th, 2013 04:09 pm (UTC)
♥hugs back♥
Thank you honey for your kind words - your prayers and thoughts means a lot to me♥
I do feel better.....
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Jan. 30th, 2013 03:33 pm (UTC)
Hey hon,

Thanks for being here and for caring.
Mum was happy for the greeting.

It is sad for Grandma, but she hasn´t been happy for the past two years, and had given up on life last year...so I believe it is better for her..

We have such fun with the book;)

Jan. 26th, 2013 05:10 am (UTC)
Sorry to hear that you´re in so much pain lately, hon. I really hope you´ll be better soon, you deserve it so much!

I´m also very sorry to read about your Gradma dying and I wish you and your mom so much strength for the coming days, hon!

Jan. 30th, 2013 03:37 pm (UTC)
Hey hon..
Thank you, I do feel better now.

The funeral was yesterday and it was a nice one, thanks.


(did you see my B-Day post for you?)
Jan. 26th, 2013 08:30 am (UTC)
belated birthday wishes to your mom!!!!!! sorry I missed it *hugs*

and wohooooo for the children's books, that is an amazing project for the two of you!!!

sorry to hear about your grandma *hugs* also hope you'll be feeling better again soon, and that stuff with your bank can be fixed. I always hate it if something like that doesn't work out. keeping my fingers crossed, darling *snuggles*
Jan. 30th, 2013 03:57 pm (UTC)
Aww she says thank youuuuu♥

LOL, yeah you know the girls and how engaged they get in projects, so we have so much fun;)

Thank you...the funeral went well, and I do feel better now...
Mum helped me out, lend me some money, that I´ll pay back over the next 6 months, she is such a great Mum;)

Jan. 26th, 2013 01:58 pm (UTC)
oh Annette i'm so sorry for your loss, *hugs* to you and your family XxX

And I'm also sorry you are sick again, hopefully with Spring and Summer round the corner the warmer weather will make you feel better. Take care of yourself

Jan. 30th, 2013 03:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you for all your love and care Susan♥

I do feel better now, just really tired...but I try to take it easy.

Jan. 26th, 2013 05:04 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry for your loss, sweetie *hugs*

And I'm very sorry that things didn't go so good at the moment. I hope 2013 has more good time for you than the bads...
Jan. 30th, 2013 03:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you darling, this is so kind of you.♥

I do feel better right now, just tired...but I too hope that 2013 will be a little better..

Jan. 26th, 2013 05:31 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry about your Grandma. *hugs tight* I will be thinking of you all on Tuesday.

I hope you start feeling better soon, and I look forward to reading the adventures of Gysse!
Jan. 30th, 2013 03:39 pm (UTC)
Hey Honey♥
Thank you for caring for us. It went well yesterday, nice and quiet...

I do feel better now..

Awwww we´ve translated the book into English and I´ll post it here;)
♥Thank you♥
Jan. 27th, 2013 08:04 am (UTC)
I'm really sorry for your loss, dear. *hugs*
Jan. 30th, 2013 03:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much darling♥
Jan. 27th, 2013 02:48 pm (UTC)
I'm really sorry for your and your mum's loss. It's good your grandmother didn't suffer much though and that you could be with her.
Offer my condolences to your mum, will you?

I'm so really sorry to read that you're in so much pain my Kastanje Honey -_- I wish I could do something to help you. I really wish I could and I'm frustrated that I can't.

I think the idea to write a book with Sarah is just wonderful! You'll talk about it, won't you and share Saraf's drawings, right?

Love you so very much♥
Jan. 30th, 2013 04:04 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much My Sweetie♥ Mum says thank you too.

Grandma, hasn´t been happy the past two years after my Aunts moved her away from here...so I think she is in a better place now.

Awww Sweetie don´t feel bad for my pain....I am better now, and pain is a part of my life now after the treatment...but I´ll take the pain over not being here at all any day.....

Ohhh we´ve translated the book into English and I´ll try to post it here.

♥Love you too Sweetie more than I can say♥

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