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DO NOT FEEL SORRY FOR ME OR ANYTHING....

I just need to get this out in the open..and you know everything else about me..

For you reading my Twitter today knows what I am talking about.



As you know I have been sick with laryngitis and coughing my lungs out for the past four weeks..

Then around two weeks ago I started to get some kind of “nerve attacks”…
It starts as a tickling in my neck, then my arms start to shake (most time I get to grab something to keep balance at that point), then my legs and last my back.
It all shake and spasm and I can’t move..
I am not unconscious or have a black out, I can think and I can talk I just cant move..it takes around 10 seconds then it is over and I am perfectly fine…
I have had 11 attacks so far over 13 days..

It started small and was “just annoying” but then I stated to shake so much that I fell over…

Saturday I was with Mum and we were standing in the living room, Mum her back to me, looking for Nanna, then all of a sudden I got an attack..I grabbed Mum and said; now you can see what it is like”
She told me after that she could feel my spine convulse into her, that hard had the attack been..
Yesterday, Monday, I was looking for a pair of earrings, as Mum and I was out shopping..I got an attack standing at the bookshelf’s. I grabbed on to them and felt the attack. But I was shaking so bad that the stuff on the shelf fell down around me. Rubber ducks, dolls, pictures.
I held on as best I could but suddenly my knees just gave in and I fell to the ground. Hurt my left arm and knee and twisted my ankle as I landed on it…

I sat there for a few moments and them I called the doctor…I was to scared now to just think that it will end on its own….

My regular doc didn’t have time until Friday, but when I told the secretary what it was about, she found a time for me today with another doctor..a new one I didn’t know..
But I went and told her my story and she ordered a bunch of blood tests and then for me to come back Friday.

She could´t take the blood tests, so I went to the nurse…another new one I didn’t know, but she was kind and funny…had a lot of easing going on….the poor lady tried and tried to get my blood, but no such luck.
(Some of you may remember from my chemo days, that I have baby veins, and is hard to draw blood from)
But after twenty minutes, nine tries and three changes of needles she gave up.

So I am due at the hospital tomorrow, for blood tests..but they are the same that drew blood from me before my Chemotherapies, so I know there are people there that can do it.
On Friday I have another appointment at the docs for some neurological tests, and then God knows what will happen after that..
I hope it has something to do with, my nerve damages after the radiation therapy or some other side effect from that or the chemo…
I am rather side effect prone as you know!

But for now I have some big blue bruises on my right arm and hand, to prove that at least they tried to draw my blood;)

More on the subject when I knoe more..

♥Love you♥

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princesslanie
Mar. 6th, 2012 04:12 pm (UTC)
huggies. good thought & prayers are being sent your way.
pippii
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:07 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much on your kind words here, sweetheart♥
Hugs♥
silkmoth101
Mar. 6th, 2012 04:44 pm (UTC)
Oh God, sweetie, that must have been so, so scary! *hugs you super tight* And ack! I can relate on the vein subject. :(
Crossing everything here; let us know what's going on as soon as you know, okay? ♥
pippii
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:09 pm (UTC)
*Hugs back* It is scary, I hate not having control over my body, even if it is just 10 seconds..
Sure I will let you know, as soon as I know anything.
♥Huggles♥
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pippii
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you for your kind words and thoughts.
♥Love you♥
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gooferdusty
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:00 pm (UTC)
I will keep you in my thoughts. (I can't say prayers, because I'm not a believer) but I will keep everything crossed that the doctors can find out what's going on and that there is an effective treatment. Keep your chin up matey.
pippii
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:12 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts( I don´t say prayers either, but I believe in good thouhgts and vibes)
I´ll do my best promise;)

albertesmor
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:08 pm (UTC)
Kæmpe krammer til dig.
Gode tanker og krydsede fingre for at de kloge hoveder finder en løsning.
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:20 pm (UTC)
Tusind tak min kære, jeg håber også de finder ud af noget .
♥Krammer♥
jojothecr
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:11 pm (UTC)
Oh my God, hun, this is so crazy! Like what you've gone through wasn't already enough. This sucks so much.
*fingers crossed*
*hugs*
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:29 pm (UTC)
Sometimes I think that too, but someone somewhere thinks I need more exitement in my life;)
♥Thank you darling♥
Hugs
burned_phoenix
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:12 pm (UTC)
just reading about the attempts to draw blood freaks me out :s I HATE having blood drawn, yuck!

that's a pretty long time to wait before you get any news, I keep my fingers crossed that they will find out what it's about *hugs*
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:31 pm (UTC)
I don´t mind the blood drawing that much, but I hate all the bruising all over my arm and hand after;)
Thank you sweetheart, I´ll let you know as soon as I know.
♥Hugs♥
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daisychain1957
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:13 pm (UTC)
oh Annette, so much love and good wishes I'm sending your way, I hope beyond hope that this is no more than another side effect, and one that can be easily sorted for you

*So much love for you*

XxX
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:37 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much Susan, for your love and wishes.
I hope it is something simple too, I´ll let you know when I know.
♥Love you♥
elebridith
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:13 pm (UTC)
Aw shit:-( Good luck and I hope it's something they can switch off!
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:35 pm (UTC)
LOL
I think shit covers it;)
♥Hugs♥
deanvica23
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:15 pm (UTC)
me im sorry sweetie that you have of new problems. I cross the fingers for you that all be fine.On what you said i thought at convulsions maybe. email me when you know more hard week for you lot of hugs and love.

Love you.
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:40 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much for your kind words My Love♥
I´ll let you know as soon as I know anything, promise.
♥Love you too♥
bflyw
Mar. 6th, 2012 05:33 pm (UTC)
*klemmer*
Igjen - håper de finner ut av det. Jeg er bare så lei av at for noen av oss - så bare baller det på seg med symptomer og diagnoser... men det er vel sånn, at en ting drar med seg noe annet. Kroppen blir vel i ubalanse når noe ikke funker, også vips, så har man en smørbrødliste av symptomer.
Det er ikke noe ok å ikke ha noe svar - så jeg håper du får vite hav dette er - og ikke bare en "dette er ikke noe farlig, så dette kan du leve med."

pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:46 pm (UTC)
♥klemmer♥
Jeg ved ikke hvorfor nogle af os "tiltrækker" symptomer og sygdomme nemmere end andre.
Men du har nok ret, når kroppen er i ubalance og har svært ved at bekæmpe dårligdomme, så kommer det hele til os.
Jeg håber det er noget der kan behandles, måske noget mere af min medicin for nerveskader, for det er ret ubehageligt at få et sådant anfald.
♥Tak for din omsorg min søde♥
blueeyedliz
Mar. 6th, 2012 06:41 pm (UTC)
Sending lots of hugs and positive vibes your way hon. x
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:38 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much Sweetheart♥
Hugs
karfraegh
Mar. 6th, 2012 06:55 pm (UTC)
oh babe.... Huggles you gently... HUGS XXxx
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:38 pm (UTC)
Thank you Dix♥
Love you
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lisaj67
Mar. 6th, 2012 07:48 pm (UTC)
Oh hun that all sounds scary and annoying ,I hope to god everything is going to be alright with you ,My thoughts and prayers are with you always hun xxx
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:50 pm (UTC)
It is annoying that´s true..
Thank you for all your kind words and thoughts and prayers, that means a lot to me.
♥Hugs♥
angieobsessed
Mar. 6th, 2012 08:12 pm (UTC)
please take care of yourself, Anni!

Even though I don't post anything anymore I'm still thinking and worrying about you.

Let me know if you are OK and what the doc says (best if you email me)

hugs and well wishes
pippii
Mar. 7th, 2012 02:52 pm (UTC)
Awwww sweetheart, How I have missed you♥
I am so happy that you still look after me;)
I´ll be sure to email you as soon as I have any news.
Had the bloodtests today, it went well and hopefully the doctor know something come Friday.
♥Hugs and Kisses♥
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