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Just me whining!!!!

I’m 37 years old, that is no secret. I live with my cat!!, have a (boy)-friend who loves taking me to the pictures and to the pub, and that is all - I’m in love with him, and he does not know, but I can live with that...
I love my job even though it is so hard sometimes, that all I want to do is quit...
I worry about my grandmother, who is 82 and living by herself with my aunt who is 52 and mentally disabled. They live three blocks from me, so I am the one taking care of them the best I can...
And my closest family will be...my parents who lives in a house with my younger brother, sister-in-law and my niece Sarah - who is the person I love the most in this world.....but the thing is, that my parents have been kicked out of their home! because my sister-in law is expecting a baby, and they want the hole house for them selves......
So now my parents have to move again - they moved into the house two years ago, because my brother wanted them close by....
They are not old, 57 and 62, but they thought they would be there for the rest of their life!!
Now they have to move again, and they want to move to my area...That’s great then I will have them nearby. I don`t mind that...It is just they worry so much and so do I..
I will help them move like I did the last time and the time before. It is they are so depressed about it, and I really don`t know what to do about it....
That is why I am so grateful for your guys!!!!!!
I am SO glad I have this LJ, because I can let out some steam, when I can’t handle it anymore. Yesterday I actually cried in the bus going to work and everybody just starred at me...
I guess all I want to say is; I am so glad that I have you guys and the fanfic, because I can crawl into my "dream world" and I don`t have to think about my problems...
You guys know "Harry Potter" so when I tell you I eat a lot of chocolate because of the dementors that hang around, you know what I mean..
Thanks for putting up with me.....


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Feb. 4th, 2007 03:07 am (UTC)
Oh honey, I kinda know how you feel. My home life is kinda screwy at the moment too and I write a lot to blow off steam (I save my pissed off ranting for my myspace, LOL). I think that's one of the best things about fan fics is they pull you away from reality and let you relax with a hot pair of boys getting jiggy with it.

Anytime you need to rant, we're always here.
Feb. 4th, 2007 03:24 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie..
Knowing you will listen makes it so much easier for me...
And your icon fill my head with dirty thoughts ;)
Feb. 4th, 2007 02:57 pm (UTC)
Poor you. You know you can tell us anything. Thats what we are here for :)
Feb. 4th, 2007 03:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon,
It`s so nice to have someone who will listen - It`s not like I can tell my family how I feel about all this!!
Feb. 4th, 2007 04:48 pm (UTC)
No, some things are so much easier to say to someone who doesn't know the peoples involved :P
Feb. 5th, 2007 12:59 am (UTC)
We are always here, so now worries!

I know what you mean, I love writing fanfic... it is like nothing else is going and I can be in my own little world that I have complete control over.
Feb. 5th, 2007 04:03 pm (UTC)
Thanks honey!!
It is so good to know you`re here...
I really need this fanfic world where no one can bug me!!
(I did NOT get Oliver into Marcus` bed this weekend(!) but we had a really good talk in the bus this morning so he is getting there!!)
Thanks for being here...
Feb. 5th, 2007 04:50 pm (UTC)
Haha, you tell him! Us fangirls need our smut! Hehehehe.

If I can get through my HUGE block and pump out a chapter I have fait you can too!
Feb. 5th, 2007 08:41 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon!
Oliver is on his way to to bed!!!
Feb. 5th, 2007 03:51 pm (UTC)
LJ is a wonderful tool for venting and just letting off steam. I've been around here for almost seven years and don't know what I would do without it. :)
Feb. 5th, 2007 04:05 pm (UTC)
Thanks Andrea -
I am glad to know you`re here - I don`t know what I would do without you!!!!
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