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Another day, another prescription

I had my doctors appointment today, and I had to talk about further treatment for my depression…
I have been feeling really bad the past 10 days, as I have told you and I talked to my doc about it.
He told me it could be the anti-depressive that was starting to kick in, and told me that I had to continue at least for the next three months, with a higher dosage.
I told him I wanted to postpone the psychiatrist, and he thought that was a good idea to give me a chance to get my head straight…..
So I got a new prescription and a new appointment in two weeks…then he wants to take some tests.
He also told me to relax, get some rest and take it easy!!!!*hides*
And he told me to cry, because I still don’t!! That I don`t cry, is the last thing I still cling to and can`t let go off…….

I’ve gotten a letter from the rehab centre (Makes me sound like I’m on drugs or an alcoholic, right??)
I’m going in January from Monday the 12, to Saturday the 17.
It seems like a good place and I really think I need it.

Tomorrow evening, mum and I are going to a fashion show…..it is in our favorite clothes shop, they sell amazing clothes for “big girls”;)
They show the winter collection, and I really look forward to it, I think it’ll be fun.

I guess that is all
♥hugs to all of you♥

PS. check my previous post and ask me anything you’ll like to know^^


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Oct. 28th, 2008 07:38 pm (UTC)
Hiya my Får;)

Crying is good, I just can`t you know *sigh*
I will be patient, the meds take about 4-6 weeks to start workin, soooo.

And I´ll be sure to bring my camera tomorrow^^

♥big hugs♥
Oct. 28th, 2008 08:31 pm (UTC)
My dear Kastanje Honey... I so know how it certainly is hard for you right now but you have to do it! And I'm pretty sure that in a few weeks you'll feel better! You just have to learn again how to feel right^^
I hope I could help you more! ;_;
And I perfeclty understand you because I just can't cry either even when it really hurts...
And I'm pretty sure everything will be right!
Have a great day with your mum!
Oct. 28th, 2008 08:44 pm (UTC)
Hey sweetie♥

I can do this I know, I have the help and support of my parents and you. You always know how to cheer me up and you say the sweetest things to me, so I feel all better....
You do so much for me all ready, and I love you♥

I´m sure we`ll enjoy it tomorrow;)

Oct. 29th, 2008 10:24 am (UTC)
Love you too!!! *HUGS*
I can't wait you to feel better and come to visit me TOT
So let us know about your day!! :)))
Oct. 28th, 2008 09:44 pm (UTC)
*hugs you tight* I hope the anti-depressants kick in soon and help you get through the ad time you are having:)

Have a good cry, it does help. I always say tears are a safety valve, they release the bad and help you move on a little:)

I think the rehab will do you good.

I hope you and your Mum have a good time at the fashion show tomorrow:)

*hugs & kisses*♥

ps. I have emailed you, I hope you get it.
Oct. 29th, 2008 10:18 am (UTC)
Thanks honey,

I hope the meds kick in soon too, cause my poor head is a complete mess..
I wish I could cry, I just can`t let go and do it *sigh*

I think the fashion show will be fun;)


♥hugs and kisses♥
Oct. 29th, 2008 03:02 pm (UTC)
Awww I'm so pleased you liked it, what better way to help cheer you up a little, than some smiling Jared:) and yay my email seems to be working properly now:)

*hugs you tight*♥
(Deleted comment)
Nov. 3rd, 2008 08:14 pm (UTC)
Hey honey,
thank you so much;)

♥hugs and kisses♥

Ps. I would NEVER hit you!!!
(Deleted comment)
Nov. 6th, 2008 06:19 pm (UTC)
Hey honey,
I´m a mess right now;)but that is the road towards healing--
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