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So I went to the hospital yesterday…
I had the mammography, the x-rays an ultrasound and then some tissue tests. It took an hour and now I have to wait one week for the results. Next Wednesday I’ll go talk to a surgeon, because what ever the results will show cancer or not, I will need an operation.
I had my mum with me, because no matter how old I get, I turn into a little girl when something like this happens.
My dad picked us up afterwards, and then we went to tell my grandmother.
She got really sad, but was pleased that we told her.
We talked for a couple of hours and then my mum and I went to the pictures to watch the new Harry Potter movie; we both needed some cheering up.

I spent the night at my parents but went home today; I think I need to rethink the whole thing by myself, and talk to you guys and stuff. I’ll go back to them tomorrow though and spend the weekend.
I had a brief talk to my niece Sarah, and she wants to play Harry Potter all weekend!

So all in all; I’m a nervous wreck, I can`t sleep, I can`t relax, I called in sick and I can`t cry….

But I have my parents looking after me, my niece to play with and I have you guys!! And you have no idea how much it helps to be able to tell you how I feel right now, and to know that you care about me…Thank you!!

And now I’ll go check out your new posts!!


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Jul. 26th, 2007 04:23 pm (UTC)
Thinking of you, hope you have a great weekend whatever happens! And you definitly shouldn't feel like not crying is a bad thing, these things affect everyone differently and there's no one way to react!
Jul. 26th, 2007 04:32 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much honey!

I will have a great weekend, cause I know my parents will look after me and spoil me like if I was a child!! And an entire weekend with my niece is pure joy to me!!

Thank you for understanding me not crying;;; Right now I just feel frozen and cold inside..And like a suit of armour outside...Hope it does not sound to stupid...
Jul. 26th, 2007 04:39 pm (UTC)
It doesn't sound stupid at all. *hugs*
And yeah, you're never to old to be spoiled by your parents! That's always fun *g*
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:16 pm (UTC)
Thank you for understanding..
Yeah..you know, we`ll be eating pizza and watch movies and drink whisky....
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:48 pm (UTC)
That's exactly what I do with my parents! Even down to the whiskey! Ooo, spooky *g*
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:53 pm (UTC)
Soo good to meet a pizza-eating-movie-watching-whisky-drinking friend!!
Love your icon by the way!!
Jul. 27th, 2007 06:43 am (UTC)
Me too!

And thank you about the icon, it was made by iamnotkris, as was this one, and I never get to use it as much as I want!
Jul. 26th, 2007 04:37 pm (UTC)
OMG. I'm so sorry to hear about this. I hope the tests results are good.
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:09 pm (UTC)
Thanks you...
So glad to hear from you;)
I´ll let you know as soon as I know!!
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:09 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Hang in there hon- and don't ever apologize for how you feel!
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:17 pm (UTC)
Thanks hon!!
So glad to hear that, cause I am sure to be doing a lot of whining within the next weeks..
*keeps your email in mind*
Jul. 26th, 2007 05:53 pm (UTC)

I'm thinking of you.

Hope you'll be okay.
Jul. 26th, 2007 06:13 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the hugs and the thoughts hon!!
I`ll be fine, knowing that you are thinking of me;)

Jul. 26th, 2007 06:22 pm (UTC)
No problem.
Jul. 26th, 2007 06:30 pm (UTC)
Sweet icon♥
Jul. 26th, 2007 10:19 pm (UTC)
Jul. 27th, 2007 12:18 am (UTC)
Thanks honey;)
Jul. 27th, 2007 09:30 pm (UTC)
~huggles~ I'm glad you have the support of your family to help you through this. I'll be praying for you.
Jul. 30th, 2007 04:25 pm (UTC)
Thanks blondesimone♥
It comforts me to know that you are there...
I spend all weekend at my parents,came home today and I´ll go back tomorrow-----
Thanks again;)
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Jul. 30th, 2007 04:29 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie♥
Just came home today to see to the cat and pay my bills, and I´ll go back to my parents tomorrow...
I am so glad to know that you are here and I love you;)
... and I´ll let you know what the results are on Wednesday,,,,
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Aug. 4th, 2007 03:44 pm (UTC)
My cats name is Lucy even though it is a boy;)
My dad found him in a summerhouse seven years ago, and I took him in until we`ve decided what to do with him....We still do not know, so Lucy stays with me;;;;;;;;;
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Aug. 6th, 2007 07:55 pm (UTC)
Yeah I love my cat, even though she/he drives me crazy sometimes,,,,
It is nice to know that somebody are wating for you when you get home from work!!
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