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It went rather easy today. I was at the hospital 9.50, with Mum and AnnetteBear.
We waited for 30 minutes and then I was getting the radioactive shot. It had to be in a vein, so that was difficult - as I have veins the size of a 3 month old baby, as told by the doctor when I got Chemo - So I have three big bruises on my hand and arm.
It was a little weird, the radioactive phosphate syringe, was delivered in a wooden box, with a led cover;) I felt like an experiment….and now I think I can get a part in SPN as ”The Fluorescent radioactive girl“;) I hope Sammy gets to kill me^^

After the injection I had to wait for two hours, for the stuff to get into my bones.
But Mum and I talked, joked and laughed so time went fast. The hospital treated us to sandwiches for lunch and we had coffee and water.
After two hours I got into the bone scanner and had to lie as quiet as a mouse for 15 minutes while I had my skeleton photographed.
The biochemist then took the pictures to a doctor to look at…and this is where the
BUT comes in..she came back and told me that the doctor wanted a 3 dimensional scan of my pelvis and a CT-scan of my body.
So I went into another scanner and was scanned for 20 minutes.
After that I could go home and I get an answer in a week or so.
I am a bit worried about it now as I can’t help think what the doctor saw on the first scan…but there is not much to do other than wait..
And I´m sooooo tired, but if it is from the treatment or because I´m worried I don´t know.



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Sep. 2nd, 2010 06:53 pm (UTC)
i made a prayer for you. All will be fine. What that it arrive im with you i will support you.je t'aime

project to come at asylum in germany with your mother
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:47 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much my love, you are so sweet and kind♥
Love you
Sep. 2nd, 2010 06:55 pm (UTC)
Waiting for results is horrible. I'm sure everything will be fine.

As for Sammy killing you . . . Sam will save you and then kill the evil dr for making you the The Fluorescent radioactive girl in the first place!!! :)

Take care my friend. Massive hugs x
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:48 pm (UTC)
It is, and I always get nervous..
YAY I would love for that to happen;) Ohhhh Sammy♥♥
You too sweetheart, Hugs and kisses♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 06:56 pm (UTC)
I'm sending my love to you. Should be there very soon. :)
I'm glad the test is behind you and I'm keeping my fingers crossed for an excellent report.

*gentle hugs*

Please get some sleep.

Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:49 pm (UTC)
Thanks buzzie, I feel it;)
Thank you for being optimistic, that helps a lot.
♥huggles you too♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 06:58 pm (UTC)
Maybe he was just making sure everything was good. I hope the results are a good result. Thinking about you, please try not to worry, it will not help. Maybe spend some more time with your mom, you need each other.

*big hugs*
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:50 pm (UTC)
I´m sure he would, I just got a bit nervous..
Thank you for being an awesome friend.
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:00 pm (UTC)
Huff, kære, jeg er så ked av å høre at du har fåt mere å bekymre dig for. Håber du kan hvile og måske imorgen klarer du å tenke på noget andet... Krysser fingrene og ber om at alt går godt.

Elsker dig min søde...

Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:51 pm (UTC)
Tusind tak min søde, jeg bliver bare lidt nervøs for tiden..
Jeg er så glad for at jeg har dig.
♥Elsker dig min Elly♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:09 pm (UTC)
Hey.. Everything will be fine.. You'll see..

You're in my prayers.. Always..

I'm kissing your hair, right now.. Close you eyes and feeling that, right? My kiss is full of love..

Now Brazilian hugs babe..
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:52 pm (UTC)
I´m sure it will honey.
Thank you for your kind words, and yes I feel it.
♥hugs and loves♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:26 pm (UTC)
Im sending out lots of thoughts and prayers for you right now. Waiting for results is always horrible -- just keep on being kind to yourself,all your friends are waiting with you xxx
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:53 pm (UTC)
It is, and I just gets a bit nervous right now, but I´m sure everything is ok.
I´m so lucky to have friends like you honey.
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:30 pm (UTC)
Happy thoughts for you. I hope the test results are good and that you get them soon :D
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you honey, me too.
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:49 pm (UTC)
Have faith hun ,all will be good ,Hugs you tightly xx :)
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much Lisa.
♥hugs you back♥
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Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:00 pm (UTC)
Let's do the waiting game together! I am starting to realize I am not very good at it!
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:15 am (UTC)
♥hugs back♥
It is always easier when we are two..
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Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:02 pm (UTC)
dont worry sweatheart Im with you in spirit all the time, and if something happens you know im there- i love you with all my heart... dont be afraid i love you.

sending you positive thoughts, and happy smiles. we can do this together.
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:16 am (UTC)
Love you Baby-Doll, and you are making everything so much easier.
♥Hugs and kisses♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:02 pm (UTC)
I hope everything went well my Kastanje Honey♥
I'm pretty sure they just wanted to have a full scan to have a better look.

*pets Annette and AnnetteBear for being such a courageous little bears*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:18 am (UTC)
Thank you sweetie♥
I´m sure they just wanted to be sure too.
AnnetteBear is such a good little bear and looks after me for you♥
Love you and hugs you back♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:04 pm (UTC)
I'm glad things went well today and I hope there are no major concerns with the scans. I will continue to mention you in my nightly prayer so Im sure everything will be ok. =)

Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:19 am (UTC)
Thank you sweetheart, you are such a sweet caring friend.
♥hugs and love
Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:35 pm (UTC)
so...you glowing in the dark now? LOL

i'm glad all went ok for now. *hugs*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:19 am (UTC)
Yes, a bright green;)
Thank you honey♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 08:45 pm (UTC)
Everything will be great, just you wait and see.....
Love you honey.
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:20 am (UTC)
I´ll try to be patient, I promise MAgs.
♥love you too♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 10:01 pm (UTC)
They wouldn't tell you why?

I wouldn't worry honey, just probably playing it safe.

Hang in there! *hugs*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:24 am (UTC)
No, they just told me they needed some diffrents scans....
I know they do it to be sure though.
♥hugs and clings♥
Sep. 2nd, 2010 10:43 pm (UTC)
Insha'allah things come back okay ♥ until then, you can have dreams of Sam falling in love with you as you show him your radioactive powers ;) *hugs*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:26 am (UTC)
Thank you darling♥

YAY Sammy, then something good will definitely come from all this;)

Sep. 3rd, 2010 12:01 am (UTC)
Awww, sweetie! *hugs you tight* I wouldn't worry too much, maybe the first scan was a bit f*cked up, it happens. ♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:27 am (UTC)
I know, and they wanted to be sure.
Love you honey♥
Hugs and clings♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 12:14 am (UTC)
*hugs so tightly* Really hope everything is okay, sweetie. Will be sending good thoughts your way.
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:25 am (UTC)
♥hugs you back♥
Thank you so much honey, I´m glad I have you as a friend♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 03:09 am (UTC)
Just stay positive and hope for the best! I know that's what I'll be doing! *hugs*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:21 am (UTC)
Thank you Billie, I´m so glad that I have you♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 03:45 am (UTC)
Fingers crossed for the results! I hope everything is OK.

Sammy won't kill you... he would try to save you! Now Dean... :D

Love n hugs, T.
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:22 am (UTC)
Thanks T, I´m glad I have you as a friend♥
Hmmmm, maybe you could come and distract Dean, and then Sammy could save me;)
♥love you honey♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 06:38 am (UTC)
Did they ever tell you what they think about the pain from your bone before this scanning?? Do you know what they are worry about the pain?

You're right that there is not much to do other than wait, so stay positive and take some rest. It helps.

At this moment, I think we both have to be strong! I failed the last field study (damn, people failed because they did harm to patient -- such as forgetting to cramp a threeway drain or leaving an unblocked angiocath on patient, etc -- I didn't do such thing but still fail, fuck!) If I fail one more time I gotta say byebye to the nursing school. I'm so worry right now but I must keep going when I still have the chance.

So do you, hon. Tell ourselves that we can make it, then we can.

Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:31 am (UTC)
They are looking for damages from the chemo and radiation therapy...and if the cancer has spread to the bones...
I do my best to relax, it is just there is so much going on right now, so it is a bit difficult.

I´m sorry that you failed your field study, We will be strong together and keep our fingers crossed.
♥hugs and kisses♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 07:12 am (UTC)
damn, sweetie. that's not nice of the doctor's, they could at least let you know what the extra tests are about. *hugs*

I hope, and keep my fingers crossed, that everything will turn out to be fine!
Sep. 3rd, 2010 08:32 am (UTC)
They just told me they needed some more scans to be sure they could see everything...
Thank you sweetheart, for being such a wonderful friend to me.
♥hugs and loves♥
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Sep. 3rd, 2010 10:17 am (UTC)
Whatever it is, I hope it turns out to be nothing and that you're all free and clear.

Sep. 3rd, 2010 03:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much sweetheart♥
Sep. 3rd, 2010 04:40 pm (UTC)
I send you a lot of positive thoughts! It will be all good, have faith! *big hugs*
Sep. 3rd, 2010 05:36 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much honey, this is so sweet of you.
♥hugs back♥
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