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APPARENTLY I’M FRAGILE AND VULNERABLE

I had a meeting Friday with a new social worker that I’ve gotten. I liked the old one a lot but she was unable to do more for me so she transferred me to a new one. She was nice - and very young - and her job is to find a job for me that I can handle. I can’t go back to my old one, so I have to think about other options. She had called my doctor and gotten a letter from him, telling her how I am right now. I am fragile and vulnerable and cannot be pushed into new things, but need a little time to adjust to changes…and I still need my sessions with my psychologist. So she will call my psychologist and ask her what she thinks………
I feel a bit weird about it all to tell the truth. It is not that I don’t want to work again, because I do, but I’m just afraid that the way I feel right now will make me unable to do it well and then I have to quit and try something else and so on………My suggestion was maybe work on my pc from home, so that I can go and rest when I need it..but she will be in touch in February so we’ll see.

On a happier note; Christmas YAY;)
I´ve send all my Christmas cards and presents to you guys….exept for hay1ock your present is late so I´m not sure you´ll get it before Christmas, I´ll send you a card and then I´ll send it as soon as I receive it;)

Thank you to all of you for your virtual gifts, I really appreciate it♥

ckll thank you so much for your precent and card♥

I love you♥

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ckll
Dec. 7th, 2009 05:47 pm (UTC)
I hope you liked my present, sweetie.
About the work, i feel what you mean and no one can press you to do something you don't want.
Work in your pc is the best idea.
(hugs tight)
pippii
Dec. 7th, 2009 07:08 pm (UTC)
I love the present thank you so much.
I think that some work where I can work from home and relax when I feel like it would be the best...I hope they can work something out..
♥Hugs back♥
redcandle17
Dec. 7th, 2009 06:14 pm (UTC)
You need to do what's best for yourself and if you can't work for the time being, that's okay. It's her job to work this out for you so don't feel bad.
pippii
Dec. 7th, 2009 07:10 pm (UTC)
Thanks honey..I feel that something working from home so I can rest if I need to would be the best..I hope she understand that too.
♥hugs
x_posed_again
Dec. 7th, 2009 06:38 pm (UTC)
I think working from home on your PC would be great for you, I hope that works out. However it ends up, don't put too much pressure on yourself. You will be great no matter what you do.

Yea for Christmas! The husband and I put up our tree over the weekend (we put a small one up in our living room, but this was a big one in our front window). Do you have snow over there yet? We only had a little bit last week, but it all melted.
pippii
Dec. 7th, 2009 07:13 pm (UTC)
thanks honey..I hope we can work something out..
We don´t have any snow yet...we usually get the snow in february:(..but I always hope we get a little for Christmas...I´m getting my Christmas tree on December 22, and decorate it there...otherwise it just die before Christmas..
♥huggles♥
silkmoth101
Dec. 7th, 2009 07:55 pm (UTC)
That sounds like a great idea, working from home. I hope it works out. Argh. You have sent your cards already? Man, I'm late as usual.
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 10:17 am (UTC)
Thanks honey I hope it works out too.
Well, I had 37 that goes abroad and 25 of them have presents too, so I had to start early if they shall get to you before Christmas. I hope you´ll like yours;)
♥hugs
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woman_of_
Dec. 7th, 2009 08:33 pm (UTC)
I'm glad she is consulting with people and not rushing you. Be careful honey, don't take on more than you can handle!

*hugs tight*
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 10:19 am (UTC)
She seems competent even if she is young, so I have faith she will do the right thing for me.
I´ll have to start slowly when time comes, but she is aware of that too.
♥huggles youuuuuu♥
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pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 10:23 am (UTC)
♥hugs♥

I would love to get Jared for Christmas^^

I have faith that they will listen to me and find some work tht I can handle and that will give me the change to rest when I need too.

Don´t stress yourself over the gifts and cards, I´m sure they will get here in time anyway.

♥hugs and kisses and I love you♥
geek_hunter
Dec. 8th, 2009 06:07 am (UTC)
I hope your social worker is able to work it out for you. Returning to work after such a long time is quite an ordeal. i have a friend who is just going back to work after healing from her mastectomy, and she's concerned about how soon she gets exhausted and needs to rest or even nap. So you're totally right, you need to do this at your pace and the working from home idea's great. Hopefully, she can find something workable for you.

In response to your Christmas wish icon: ME TOO!!! I've been nice, so maybe I'll be getting Jared in my stocking ;)
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 10:29 am (UTC)
I really understand how your friend feels, it is very hard when you have to rest and nap during the day to be able to make it through the day.
I hope the working thing will work out though.

As for getting Jared, hmmmmmm, have faith and keep a look out for your Christmas present^^

♥hugs
daisychain1957
Dec. 8th, 2009 07:08 am (UTC)
Hi pippii, you must not rush things, it is so important that you are psychologically well, as well as physically, you have been through an awful experience and you have to give yourself time to get over this. With the problems you have still with your hands it sounds as though working from home would be the best option, and of course it will be good for your fingers on a computer.

Please don't let anyone rush you into something you are not ready for!

Take care XxX
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 10:31 am (UTC)
I have a session on Tuesday with my psychologist, so I´ll talk it over with her.
Working home will be a good thing I think, then I can rest when I need too and work when I feel good.

♥huggles you♥
i_o_r_h_a_e_l
Dec. 8th, 2009 11:18 am (UTC)
I'm amazed with the system there where you get help in finding a new job for you. It's just so good. :)

And I hope you'll get one suitable for you. *hugs*
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 03:55 pm (UTC)
We have a really good social system here in Denmark. I can get sick leave for three years, I´ve gotten two so far, and they help me get a new job I can manage og give me a new education if I need that.

♥huggles♥
babycin
Dec. 8th, 2009 01:28 pm (UTC)
I hope you'll find the right solution for you ♥
And working from home it sounds a really good idea. I hope you can do that.
I hug you tight!
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 03:56 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetheart.
They do their best to help me, so I have faith it will work out.
♥love you♥
paloma1182
Dec. 8th, 2009 05:01 pm (UTC)
awe
i hope things get better for u sweety pie- it sounds like you have been thru a lot lately?

if you need to talk im all ears :)

i hope to get to know you better! :)
xoxoxo
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 05:41 pm (UTC)
Re: awe
Hey honey good to meet you..can I ask how you found me???

So you´re a fellow Jared lover^^

Well, I´ve been through a lot the past two years. I got diagnosed with breast cancer two years ago and I’m still recovering….I had a tumour that was 4,5 cm, so my future look pretty bad, the doctors gave me five years…
But I have some amazing friends here and they mean the world to me….

Take a look at my profile if you want, and I’ll be happy to answer every question you have.
I look forward to get to know you better

Ohh and if you want a Christmas card, pm me your name and address and I’ll send you one;)
♥hugs
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yaya_wr8t3r
Dec. 8th, 2009 06:22 pm (UTC)
There's so much work you can do from home so you don't have to exert yourself, I hope you find one that suits you and makes you happy and feel comfortable doing it :)

Happy Holidays! *hugs*
pippii
Dec. 8th, 2009 07:22 pm (UTC)
I´m hopeful, she seemed nice and I think that she will find the right thing for me...

♥Happy holidays to you too sweetehart♥
silverstrings
Dec. 12th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
Huh. You're fragile?? I'd say you're the toughest woman I know :)

Oi, der kom det ud på engelsk gitt. Men det er klart det er tøft at starte arbeijd igen, spesielt når du ikke kan vite at du kan klare lige meget som tidligere. Jeg går og tenker på vejen tilbage til arbeidet selv disse dager og jeg kan godt forstå din idé om at arbejde hjemmefra. Det koster jo ekstra kræfter at være med andre mennesker også, især når det er nogen du ikke kenner så godt...

Lykke til med den nye socialarbeider og jobjakten. Håber du finder noget der kan passe.

*klemmer*
pippii
Dec. 14th, 2009 08:57 pm (UTC)
Tusind tak søde....

Jeg håber det kan blive godt. Jeg skal til psykologen i morgen, så vil jeg tale med hende og høre hvad hun vil anbefale for mig.

♥krammer♥
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